well this was gonna be another tag journal thingy but i have junk to say this time (emphasis on junk, as in you can still ignore if you want. just need to get some stuff off my chest).

eh, sorry for the slow artwork. i consider it "slow" cuz i havent actually drawn anything with a pencil in a while. i tend to not draw much when i have only 2-4 pages left in my sketchbook AND requests to finish/re-draw. it's become more...uh, well slow as of late. by now ida finished everything or at least started drawing in my new sketchbook, but traveling everywhere has not permitted much drawing time. i'd draw whenever i do get a break, but i have no inspiration/motivation to do so.

simply put: my muse is away during those times :/
_{that means you, pillow}

perhaps it's just stress. i feel kinda demotivated/depressed when i stress over things. im not much of an active stressor--WOW stop saying STRESS RAHRAHRAH!! i dont flail or panic much. it's more of an inner thing. i dont like to show my worry actively in front of my friends. cant help it sometimes, though...

but uh...anywho. just...waiting for vacation--aka AWA Con. im SO happy we're going up to Atlanta this weekend to see our hotel room. i wish we could stay there all weekend, but we cant X/ school hasnt been on my mind at all this summer, for once, so im not too concerned about it (cept for these uncomfortable dreams about math class DX )....

OHDEAR.

so...just...yeah. i want everyone to be happy, but i dont want anyone to lose anything in order to gain happiness. i wish you all the best. keep your head on straight and your heart out of your nose (that's seriously from a Roman phrase).



a bit of good news: we went to CVS today for snacks before seeing HP6 (plz dont ask how it was cuz i dont feel like talking much about it. i'll jus say that Harry was super funny after drinking that Luck...w/e it was stuff, and that Malfoy is super handsome~ ). uh...ANYWAY. CVS. i found a lot of older Yu-Gi-Oh card packs that were $1.00 each, and stickers that were ten cents |D i got a few. and some DBZ cards, lol. im so buying more next time we stop in.

i'll try to come up with some trad. artwork soon. i just need some motivation. DARN TV/INTERWEBS! i miss sitting there and just drawing....sigh....



/pity face.